Deep Questions While I Await My Fate

Do you believe in ghosts or evil spirits? Would you be willing to spend a night alone in a house that is supposedly haunted?
Yes I do believe in ghosts, I lived for 3 years in a haunted house. The spirit was a wonderful person who looked out for me.

Do you prefer being around men or women? Are most of your closest friends male or female? What do you think makes male friends different from female friends?
I don’t care either way, whatever you are, just be a decent human.

Describe the most enjoyable dream you can remember having. What made it so amazing? What about the worse nightmare you have ever had? What made it so terrible?
The most amazing dream I ever had was incredibly sexy and it would be ungentlemanly of me to elaborate. I have nightmares often though, usually all based on my commute.

How would you react if you found out, after marrying someone, that your mate had been involved in a relationship with someone of the same sex prior to meeting you? Would this change the way you felt about that person? Why or why not?
Fuck no, I’d be totally fine with it. But I also know there is much less risk with women than with men, so if the roles were reversed, I might feel differently.

How forgiving are you when one of your friends lets you down? Do you believe that everyone deserves a second chance?
I used to be very forgiving, but these days not so much. People who want the most from me treat me the worst, and I think that’s reflected now in how little bullshit I put up with now.

Do you think that advice from an older person carries a special weight because of their greater experience? Do you, as a young person, feel that your comments and advice have much effect on others?
I was once told by a slightly older woman that life will make more sense when I hit 27, and by gum, she was right! I don’t feel like my comments have as much pull though. When I was younger, I used to give amazing advice, but somewhere along the way, that all changed.

How do you picture your funeral? Is it important for you to have people mourn your death, or would you rather them celebrate your life? What would you like said, and whom would you like to speak? How do you want to be remembered?
When I was younger, I was hopeful that people would just be celebratory of me, but nowadays I actually fear that I wouldn’t even have a real funeral. Funerals cost money, and if I’m dead, I can’t get angry about people cheaping out on it. If anything I think people will just be sad that when I’m dead, I can’t work.

When you make a big sacrifice, do you tell others about it or keep it to yourself? Do you feel annoyed when your sacrifices aren’t noticed by others?
I make a lot of sacrifices that no one knows about. Too many really. I’m only annoyed when I realized that my sacrifices in the end didn’t make a difference.

If you could change anything about the way you were raised, what would it be? When you have children, is there anything you will try to do differently than your own parents did?
My parents completely botched how they raised me. My entire childhood was a lie. Even as recently last month, certain family members have made last-ditch efforts to try to get me to believe the 40 year old lies. It’s disgusting. I hope no further people are born into my family, but if I do ever have kids, I promise I would never raise them so irresponsibly.

Do you believe in any sort of God? If not, do you think you might still pray if you were in a life-threatening situation?
I believe in a higher power, but we as humans have never been able to understand this higher power in a way that’s logical. Thus people justify murder, war, crime, and violence by saying it was done in his name. No, God did not tell you to murder anyone, you’re just insane.

If you became aware that, without a doubt, your mother was having an affair, what would you do? What if your father were to mention that he was going crazy thinking your mother was cheating? Would you tell him?
Not with my mother, but another family member. This person’s husband could literally do no wrong because he was very charismatic and confident. Even if I had irrefutable proof that they cheated, they wouldn’t believe me. They had to learn on their own.

When was the last time you had really mind-boggling, intensely satisfying sex?
This is going to sound crazy, but I don’t think I’ve ever had such an experience.

Would you rather be very much in love with one person and have no other friends, or have a large group of supportive and loving friends, but never find your “soulmate”?
Easily the large group of supporting friends. This whole idea of me needing to lose all my friends in order to have a relationship is incredibly stupid and immature. Both of my college girlfriends believed in this, and today, they’re two other guys’ problems.

Is there anything that you find too personal to discuss with others?
Generally anything involving my career or my family life.

How old were you when you first had sex? Was it what you imagined it would be? Is there anything anyone could have told you that would have made it better? Do you think you would be better off if you had waited longer to have sex?
I was 19. The girl I was with took advantage of me while I was plastered drunk. When I woke up, she was gone, and $20 was taken from my wallet. I’d be lying if I said it was my dream situation, but some women were telling me that no one was having sex with me because they didn’t want to responsibility of being my first. So I guess it was a best case scenario in the end.

Are you good at taking compliments, or do you usually shrug it off and act like you didn’t deserve the compliment?
I don’t deserve compliments.

Are you someone who enjoys sleeping snuggled up with your significant other, or do you need space when you sleep?
Space, all the space! I need my own space when I sleep!

Have you ever lucid dreamed? Would you like to, or does the thought of being able to control your dreams scare you?
I don’t believe so. I wish I could control my dreams better.

If you were guaranteed honest responses to 3 questions, who would you question, and what would you ask?
I would ask God/Higher Power/Creator/Etc…

  1. Why did you make things so challenging for me?
  2. How did I honestly improve the lives of others around me?
  3. Did I waste my intellegence on dumb things?

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